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One Last Time
To: L. R. ~ From: Oxe0nl5
Dear L. R.,
I thought this letter writing thing was going to be easy but I guess it's not
always that way. I have so many feelings to express that I have no idea where to
begin. I never expected to feel this way toward you and to be honest I tried not
to fall in love with you. But it got me, it sure got me good. Now that I don't
have you I need you more than ever! I read a quote somewhere once that said,
"It's not missing you that kills me, it knowing that I had you in my life that
does." That is so absolutely true. But what's really bothering me is that I
can't tell you how I feel.
I made the choice to let you go in the worse possible way, I screwed up so very
badly and I don't blame you for never wanting to speak to me and for hating me
as much as you probably do right now. You said some pretty nasty things to me
but I don't hold it against you. I probably would have said worse in your case,
you know me! I'm broken, remember?
I just want smell your skin once last time, tease you about your cologne, hug
you, tug on your ear, make fun of your whiteness and how you got all red from
the sun instead of getting a tan, sleep at your house with the cold AC and wear
your cool CK pants to sleep. OMG, I miss that so very much!
I'm sorry that I was such a jerk and that I never showed you how much I loved
you. I remember when you told me more than once to let go and let you love me. I
never listened and kept my stupid guard up. I'm sorry! I really wanted to go to
the zoo, I will forever drink peach iced tea so it can remind me of you, and
wave at every Jitney and Transit bus I see on the street.
I will always have our shooting stars to remind me. Do you want to know what my
wish was? I wished that I would never be stupid enough to let you go, but I did!
I'm sorry....
I love you,
Oxe0nl5
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